God is so GREAT!
When we continue to trust in Him, by Faith, and pursue Him,
He rocks us beyond our imagination!
He Loves us enough to take us into the healing process in
layers. I see it as how you peel layers
of an onion – layer by layer.
A couple of weeks ago God revealed a flash of fear from my
past. The memory engulfed me! I was not afraid – but excited of the
revelation that God was revealing to me.
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I was probably about 6 years old. I was at a friend’s birthday party. Many of us little ones were sitting at the
picnic table enjoying her birthday. It
was a beautiful summer day. We had just sung
her the birthday song and were beginning to enjoy her beautiful celebration
with cake and punch. I recall laughter
and happiness.
I also recall the experience being so SPECIAL! Coming from such a poor family I, personally,
hadn’t experienced a lot of ‘birthday parties’ like this one . . . like the whole cake, punch, banners, balloons,
birthday hats, party favors, the whole shebang!
It was a BIG deal!
We were having a BLAST!
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When all of a SUDDEN . . . gunshots began to ring out!
Car tires began squalling!
The cake was being shot and it was exploding all over us!
The punch cups were being shot into the yard!
We were soaked from the punch splashing from the gunshots!
Kids were screaming!
People were screaming!
I was screaming!
WE THOUGHT WE WERE GOING TO DIE!
The grandma of my friend rushed us into the house and made
us all get under the back bedroom bed! She locked the house doors and the
bedroom door and began praying! It was a terrible experience filled with fear and
devastation; one that had put a level of fear into me at a very early age.
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I obviously lived!
Here I am telling you this story.
Why do I tell this story? I tell
you because YOU need to hear this! Yes
you! If you are reading this right now –
then it’s a divine appointment that God has ordained. God loves you! He knows the pain and fear that you have been
carrying and wants to heal you. Heal you
beyond what you even ‘think’ you need healed.
He says to you right now “what you see in Wanda, right now, is
not where she’s been”.
“The beauty in her is Me in her – and I am in you,
too, if you Believe and receive me”.
“I will transform you from the inside out”.
“I Love you”.
“I want to save you and heal you”.
“Will you trust me and let me”?
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I believe, also, this
memory has come back so God can heal yet another layer of fear that was put
into me as a young child. Trauma and
fear is NEVER His desire for us. He
created us for GREATNESS (I John 4:4) and never for lack or dark.
I find it powerful that the very first scripture that I truly
felt was “mine” - is II Timothy 1:7 - For God has not given us a spirit of fear, but of
power, and of love and a sound mind.
That scripture rocked me to my core in 2007. It lifted me from a broken heart into a
healed and restored heart. It means even
more to me now. God knew I had more fear
than I knew I had. Obviously he
continues to restore that. Thank you
Jesus! I Receive it.
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The vision that God has put inside of me for ‘i am One’ is
so crazy BIG that it will have to be full on God for it to happen. Every single ounce of ‘Wanda’ has to go. I’m trusting Him into a level I've never been! God in His so POWERFUL and AWESOMENESS is
healing me more and more; and this has to happen to go forward into what He
wants to do in my life.
I hear Him say “Wanda, you gotta go through THIS so we can
get to THAT”!
God’s wants to take our pain. He sent Jesus to the Cross so His Grace may
abound us. You see – someone reading
this needs to hear that! Someone has
some fear and pain that has tried to haunt you. God wants you FREE! He sent His
Son, Jesus, for you to be FREE!
He wants us walking in complete freedom in which He has
created us! He THEN wants us sharing our
stories – our testimony – to help others see His Love and Healing!
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Anything we hide and protect – controls us.
I don’t even remember if I told my mom or dad about this
incident. I don’t recall. I probably just stuffed it away and tried to
forget it. And for many years, did.
One thing I have tied to this memory is why I used to
respond the way I did. For example . . .
when life was amazing, super awesome and so many blessings are flooding in –
this one ‘thing’ would cause me to hesitate. I could never figure out what “it”
was. Kind of like . . . expecting a lurking of something ‘bad’ to rise
up.
Watch this! From 6
years old I had carried this. I knew I struggled with this thought process –
only at certain times. My mind couldn't
figure out what it was! Why did I do
that? I thought it was a ‘not enough’
mentality. I worked on it. I believed against it. I spoke against it. But DANG!
It was just funky! Something
funky!
NOW! Here it is! God brought the Revelation!
The earlier part of that day at the birthday party was one of the most awesome
days - ever! The smell! The goodies!
The laughs! The sunshine! The birthday cake! The punch!
The special day! Friends!
And what happened?
BAM!
Out of nowhere - the alcoholic uncle of my friend came in and
created a fear-filled day! What more
would satan want than to use someone's poor choices to put a level of fear like that in a bunch of little
girls that were divinely created in the Greatness of King Jesus Christ!
Oh but Praise the Lord!
The God of Love and Healing IS using it for GOOD! Real GOOD!
Now, at 44 years old! God says
“NO MORE”! I am praising God right
now! Praising! Praising!
Praising! Thankful! Thankful!
Thankful!
That fear and thought process is BROKEN! It is called OUT in the Name of Jesus! Over!
Done! No more!
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God has called me to teach others ‘Who we are in Christ’ –
to edify and encourage. He spoke that
into me in 2007 – when God brought me out of a legalistic and works
relationship with Him and flooded my heart with Joy, Joy, Joy – unspeakable Joy!
So remember this . . . the Wanda you see now – is not where
I’ve been. It is the beauty of Jesus
Christ!
The more I learn ‘Who I am in Christ Jesus’ the more Joy and
FREEDOM comes! The more I Believe and
trust the Word of God – the more my life continues to be transformed. I know
I’ve not arrived but baby I ain’t where I been!
And the more I pursue Him, His Word and Promises – the more healing continues
to come.
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I pray this testimony helps you to heal. Pray and ask God if there is an area in which
you need “another layer” healed. He Loves
you and wants you healed!
He’s not mad at you.
He so desires that you live the life of freedom in which He has created
you. You are One of Christ’s divine
creation! And He loves you
unconditionally!
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During the journey of my transformed life that I now live –
I’ve learned to proclaim (speak out loud) in Faith Believing – God’s Word.
We carry power in our Words – especially
God’s Word. I have learned how to
declare ‘Who I am in Christ’ and take authority over those thoughts of fear and
not enough. Taking authority over feelings is monumental in a close walk in the
Lord.
Paul teaches to do this very thing in 2 Corinthians 3 -5 – “For
though we walk in the flesh, we do not war according to the flesh. For the
weapons of our warfare are not carnal but mighty in God for pulling down
strongholds, casting down arguments and every high thing that exalts itself
against the knowledge of God, bringing into captivity to the obedience of
Christ,”
Also, in Romans 10:17 – “So then Faith comes by hearing and hearing by the Word of
God.”
In Romans 10:8 we learn God wants His Word in our mouths – “The Word is near you, in your mouth
and in your heart (that is the word of faith which we preach) that if you
confess with your mouth the Lord Jesus and Believe in your heart that od has
raised Him from the dead, you will be saved.”
Romans 18:21 teaches us the power of our words – “Death and life are in the power of
the tongue, And those who love it will eat its fruit.
And then probably my favorite is Mark 11:23 – “For assuredly, I say to you, whosoever says to this mountain,
“Be thou removed and be thou cast into the sea”, and does not doubt in his
heart, but believes that those things he says will be done, he will have
whatever he says.
Our words are a big deal.
A real big deal! Life and death!
Will you join me in this Victorious walk in the Lord?
Remember, Jesus went to the Cross and shed his blood so we
no longer live under the law (works) OR
our circumstances or what has happened to us.
Ha! That’s some crazy POWERFUL
Jesus stuff right there! Praise God!
We now are under
God’s Grace (Ephesians 2:8 For by Grace you have been saved through
Faith, and that not of yourselves; it is the gift of God.).
As a child of God sin has no dominion or
authority over us because we are covered by Grace (Romans 6:14 – For sin
shall not have dominion over you, for you are not under law but under Grace.).
Here are a few of God’s Word that I declare – by Faith
Believing – most every day of my life . . .
I am One . . . whom God loves unconditionally! Romans 8:35-39.
I am One . . . who is more than a conqueror!
Romans 8:37
I am One . . . who is saved. Ephesians 2:8
I am One . . . who is Loved!
John 3:16
I am One . . . who was divinely created by God!
Psalm 139:14
I am One . . . who is Chosen! John 15:16, Ephesians 1:4
I am One . . . who has been Adopted! Ephesians 1:5
I am One . . . he has been redeemed and forgiven! Ephesians 1:7
I am One . . . who Christ has set Free!
Galatians 5:1
I am One . . . who is an Overcomer! I John 4:4
I am One . . . who is Healed! I Peter 2:24
I am One . . . he is forgiven! I John 1:9, Acts 2:38
I am One . . . he calls friend! John
15:13
I am One . . . who is complete in Christ and lack
nothing! Colossians 2:10
I am One . . . who is His workmanship. Ephesians 1:10
I am One . . . in Christ! Galations 3:28
I am One . . . who is blessed with every spiritual blessing.
Ephesians 1:3
I am who God says I
am!
I can DO what God
says I can do!
I HAVE what God says I can have!
I am One
who has been
significantly, miraculously and purposefully created.
God loves me
unconditionally!
And I am enough!
#iamonemovement
