Very early in my salvation I was
able to "see" things in the Spirit of the Lord - in the Spiritual
realm also known as the “Prophetic”.
I didn't know the Word of God for
myself; therefore I didn't know that it was a Gift of God - straight from
Heaven (Ephesians Chapter 1).
I had then and still do have the
ability to "see" through the eyes of Heaven‼
I did share this with a
"few" people in leadership and was told that it was NOT of God‼
At that time I wasn't strong enough
in God's Word to know the truth on the subject. Nor did I know WHO I was IN Christ
Jesus or the power and authority in which I had been given when I was born
again. I didn’t know I had been "made" BRAND NEW - IN Jesus Christ!
Oh goodness, I spent too many years
hiding that gift of God upon me. I now release these messages to people and
tell them – “God has given me a message for you from Heaven and it is yours and
not mine – and here it is”.
It is sooooooooooooo beautiful
beyond words to see Heaven stir their hearts through the amazing power of God’s
love through Prophecy!
In 2006, I pursued God and His Word
like I had NEVER BEFORE‼
I sought God in prayer and fasting
and in His Word - literally day and night . . . an average of 10 hours or more
a day‼
I would stay up in the night - and
often not sleep to seek God in His Word. I had to know God! I had to see Him in
a way that wasn’t bound in tradition of man or a particular religion! I knew I
was messed up in the lens in which I was seeing God in – BUT I didn’t know what
or how! BUT – I did know that something
was just not right.
I wouldn't read any other books or
listen to people's testimonies in television programs like GOD TV or Daystar
Television because at that time - I had been told the ONLY Bible I could read
was a certain one and it was the ONLY one. And if I read anything besides that
specific one - then God would likely "take" my family from me. And
anyone on TV were Antichrist and they were “modern” and were “wolves in sheep’s
clothing”.
I even believed it for most of my
life UNTIL I sought God on my own starting in 2006.
Fear of a wrathful and schizophrenia
God is what I served. I seriously didn't know that heart of God. I
didn't! I was so bound in religion of man and what I had been told.
I remember I used to pray for God to
NOT hurt my family because of my personal shortcomings! I had no idea about
"Grace" and the unconditional Love of God.
I share this because I want you to
understand the state of bondage that I was in.
I am sharing because you
"might" very well be fighting such a similar fight of religious and
gripping spirit NOT OF GOD inside of you!
I am not sharing this so you have
pity on me! I am NOT a victim! I AM an OVERCOMER!
I am sharing this as a testimony of
Faith of the Glorious Grace and Love of God!
You, see God had extended the very
SAME Grace and Love to me on that 18th day of April, 2006 - as He did all the
years before that time!
He hadn't changed - I did! My heart
had changed.
I believe by studying His Word
myself and getting Him and His TRUTH - His Word - inside of me . . . allowed my spirit to believe by Faith to
RECEIVE Him. It allowed my Faith to arise to believe Him - to take His FREE
gift of acceptance.
John 1:1
In the beginning was
the Word,
And the Word was with
God,
And the Word was God.
Romans 10:17 says –
So Faith comes by
hearing,
and hearing by the
Word of God.
Notice it doesn't say Faith comes by
being "broke, busted and disgusted".
Unfortunately some believe that -
and early in my salvation as crazy as it sounds - I did too. Craziness I know!!
But God!
God never gave up on me - and he
will NEVER give up on you!
So, I say to you - push through and
read God's Word!
Push through and speak God's Word
out Loud so your Faith will come!
Remember Romans 10:17?
"So
Faith comes by hearing,
and hearing by the
Word of God".
So, if Faith comes by "hearing"
God's Word - shouldn't God's Word be "said" out loud? Yes! You must
"hear" God's Word so your Faith can be stirred!
Again, I say to you - "PUSH
THROUGH"!
Don't back down from seeking and
SAYING and believing God in His Word!
Seek God in His Spirit of the very
TRUTH - for it IS the very thing that WILL set you FREE!
Push through the resistance!
Push through!
ALL Heaven is cheering you on!
God wants you FREE in and with Him! Galatians 5:1 is one of my favorite
scriptures and tells us to:
Stand
fast therefore in the
liberty
wherewith Christ hath
made
us free, and be not
entangled
again with the yoke
of
bondage.
That message - that God would
"take" my family from me" - is NOT biblically
founded! That thought process is NOT freedom in Jesus Christ and His
unconditional Love and Grace! It WAS NOT
OF GOD!
In the past 12 years of seeking God
on purpose, I've NEVER found evidence Biblically of that message in the New
Covenant of God's Word!
So, let's go back to 2006. I recall
times that studying the Bible felt so backward! I would read something
over and over and over and over and over and NOT be able to tell you what I
read! It felt like there was such a block!
Freedom was coming
and I didn't know it. The saying - "you don't know what you don't
know" was where I was.
Well, now I know
that all hell didn't want me to "get" how much God LOVED and ADORED
me! I DID NOT know that at the time!
But this one thing
I DID know - that . . . I was sick and tired of being sick and tired!
I had made up my mind!
I had made up my
mind to find out about God for myself!
The POWER of a MADE
UP MIND is all you need! If you at least have that – then you ARE well on your
way to FREEDOM IN JESUS CHRIST! Keep
going!
Did you know that when you make up
your mind - you are BELIEVING for something?
You are believing – you are in faith for whatever you’ve made up your
mind for.
If you will make up your mind for
God – if you are BELIEVING that you will NOT stay where you are in relationship
with God – then you WILL NOT stay in bondage!
YOU WON'T! And, I didn't!
Ten months into
seeking God's face through prayer and His Word - I received one of the greatest
HUGS from HEAVEN!
His Word began to
literally rise up in my Spirit so powerfully that my life AND my family’s life
have been transformed!
It was April 18,
2006! I was in my closest weeping and sobbing at the GLORIOUS LOVE OF GOD UPON
ME!
It was dripping off
of me . . . in tears (and snot too) in the most beautiful "release" I
had ever experienced! And a really, really “ugly cry” of happiness!
I remember thinking
"God LOVES me"!
"God really,
really, really LOVES me"!
Oh HALLALUYAH‼
God also spoke to my Spirit and said
- "you will write a book and call it "Transformation" and many,
thousands will be set free. You will bring healing to my people"!
I recall where I was standing at
that life-changing moment!
I remember thinking - "Oh, God,
do you know how messed up I really am?"
Ha ha!!
Oh what an AMAZING FATHER, God we
have!
So, let's get back to the statement
in the photo in this article . . .
"The point of the prophetic is not to wow people with accuracy
but to woo people with intimacy".
God is an intimate God!
The word "intimate" means
- closely acquainted, familiar, close, dear, cherished, devoted, a very close
friend, faithful, familiar, best friend, confidant, close friend.
He is your best friend!
You are dear to Him.
He is devoted to you.
He is faithful to you.
He is your confidant.
He is trustworthy.
He gave His best for you because you
are His BEST creation made in His image!
Do you believe God loves you and
adores you enough to speak to someone on your behalf to give you a message of
encouragement from Him?
Do you believe that He would seek to
woo you with His intimacy - with His devoted Love for you?
Do you believe that the God of all
creation would seek to Love you in an unprecedented way that THE ONLY way
another person could know THAT thing about you would be "from God"?
Go study Acts 10 and see a testimony
of such.
Go ask ones in the grocery store that
the Lord has given me a "Word" for.
Go ask the young man in Texas that I
saw across the room and Heaven's Love eliminated him to me with a Word of Love
and acceptance from God!
Go ask the little boy in the
orphanage in Africa that had been rejected from the people of the land because
of a circumstance in his childhood.
Would God CALL me all the way to
Africa to give Him a message from Heaven of God’s Love and Grace and acceptance
of this young boy?
Yessss! Yessss! Yessss!
Yessss!
Yes, God would - and He DOES!
The message is to speak to you that
God Loves and adores you and HE LOVES YOU THAT MUCH!
He LOVES you intimately enough to
SAY to another one of His kids - "give them this message from Me and tell
them how special they are to Me"!
That's my God! And I hope that's your God!
The gift of prophecy is from God and
He has anointed me with it. And unlike what I was told early in my salvation -
it is a gift from God and it is part of my God DNA that He gave me.
It is Godly and it is biblical.
And it IS God's intimate Love to His
children straight from Heaven‼ ✝